The last couple of weeks I've been down. I want to blame it on the rainy, cold weather, but I don't even think that's it.
I feel like one of those balloons that is only doing enough to just skim the carpet, but doesn't have the air to float. Its even worse that I know I'm being like this.
I keep going through all of the excuses in my head, and reassuring myself that once this is over or once that happens, I'll go back to feeling normal... I know it's in my head... I know it won't go back until I make it happen.
Here's to pushing through